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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
1/31/2007 06:31:00 AM
man.. the weather is getting funnier & funnier... so cold in the morning.. so hot in the afternoon..
brrrr... damn cold now la!!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
1/30/2007 06:28:00 AM
hahaz... over the weekends i have been playing shattered galaxy toooo much... bcos i really wanted to max my character.. i simply dun have enough time to play during the weekdays mah.. so weekends ciongz...
on sat, i woke @ 5am....... play till... 10am lidat then go sleep awhile... 12pm wake up continue to play.. allll the way till 10pm (of course, lotsa breaks inbetween).. then got a call from desmond, jioing me to go chill out and supper.. for a nothing-to-do person like me.. of course YES!
and so we went... went to pasir panjang for supper... then went west coast mac to hang out.. it was getting freaking cold.. bcos it started to rain... we ordered double chocs to drink after chatting for very long...
then after that got sian of hanging out... so we went for a spin in des's car.. we went to lim chu kang... and we went into many of the nooks & crannies there.. all the small roads we went in.. testing out every route.. then we went into the cemeteries (not alighting of course as it was still raining).. super shiok sia.. hahaz...
reached home at... 5am? 6am? dunno... went for a bath.. then played games while waiting for my hair to dry.... then i play till 8am lidat then go sleep hahaz... shiok dayz...
and...
yesterday!!! went for driving... after doing parallel parking and going round circuits, we went onto the road... drove around tech whye... refreshing myself of driving outside... then came back into bbdc.. the instructor asked me.. do i wanna go for 1 more round outside or learn vertical parking....
as much as i love driving outside, i'll have to learn vertical parking anyway... and so on to vertical parking... shiok sia... my instructor's method was so damn easy.. look at afew points nia... then just reverse and make sure dun hit the kerb.. after that straighten car. that's it. simple. 0 pins knocked down..
vertical parking so fun!!!
Friday, January 26, 2007
1/26/2007 04:38:00 AM
these past few nights i have been working late so is the super tired ah!!
when i left the squadron on these few nights, i could see the stars yet again... they are so beautiful...
the area of my base gets really really dark when it's late.. so on a cloudless day, u could actually see all the stars glittering.. so nice... except for the cemeteries nearby...
I dun particularly like astronomy.. but i really do loves stars... they seem so serene.. so long-lasting.. striving on even as they are so lonely... sending light across millions & millions of lightyears.. they have existed long before humans and will continue to exist after..
To me, nothing beats looking at the stars with your loved one, together enjoying the serenity of the stars...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
1/24/2007 01:49:00 AM
Yawnx... today 1+ go work!...
had to do opslog... arghh... so many things to do.. so little time... finally finished everything at about 10+... packup packup lidat... around 11.15 lidat leave the squadron.... come home play abit game..
haha.. officer call back and shock that i still in the squadron.. everyone go home liao then only me around in the sqn.. then he tell me tml go in later... at around 11.30 - 12pm lolx...
shiok ar!! but tml cannot too late go in also.. bleahs.. need to settle some stuffs today...
bye.. time to sleep... got about 7hrs before i wake again~
i'm feeling alot better... better than sometime ago when i had low morale...
one of my officers gonna ord next wednesday.. so gd... sigh... i'll miss him...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
1/21/2007 11:47:00 AM
wah.. so long never write in my diary liao haha... sorry poor diary.. i'll try to play less and sleep less then i will update u more! lolx..
today grandma birthday! of all places to hold a dinner, they chose the TeaHouse @ China Square. Urgh.. come on.. that place the food cmi... even downstairs the china square shops sell better food, somemore cheaper also...
the dinner was supposed to start @ 7.15pm.. so everyone was there... then... the food only started coming after 7.40... the food were super slow in coming.. peking duck... the standard is that some pro guy will cut the skin of the duck infront of u and then put it onto plates of popiah skin and serve it to u... in this instance, the manager himself did the cutting... then... he ownself cut 3... 1 by 1 by 1... slowly cutting.. wah lau ehh... 8pm liao leh brother... still slowly cut... we started commenting to ourselves that he cut really slow and we were damn hungry and about to go downstair to buy food instead...
i tink the manager heard what we said... as the later foods started to come slightly faster.. still quite a long wait.. but at least abit faster....
bleahs.. last time eat there before already.. the food seriously cmi.. (cannot make it).. somemore is part of the tung lok restaurant... in raffles place also..
so sian.. tml must report back to work again... seriously wishing to ord... then i'll go apply for a job and work... temp job 1st will be to apply for starhub customer service/technical helpdesk. haha no problem 1.. i last time also technical helpdesk.. keke... wish to lead a life in computer but not directly into networks... dun wish to go for further studies bcos i no brain-cells left..
as of today.. 6mths EXACTLY to ord.. or or ord! haha... cant wait to get out of this damn place... it's super mundane here... no life no charbo... nothing.. everywhere officers... but next mth sian liao la... exercises all coming ji dua bu... this exercise that exercise... mobilisation.. audit.. watever watever also come zui zui...
anyway, i'm learning parking!! driving around all the courses seem quite ok le... instructor no need to step brake le haha.. going out also not bad.. except lane change need to improve and need to look out for pedestrians @ zebra crossing...
parking is damnnn hard.. have to turn the head to look through the rear windscreen to look at the poles... then turn the head... body also move.. then i too short.. the leg cannot keep the clutch in.. so jialat... turn and look back then release clutch.. then instructor step brake.. lol... shit siaaa.... but my low speed control is getting better... no problem 1! sooner or later sure can master it... and... i've booked... 23++ lessons! my colleagues agree that it is overkill.. lol.. nvm ... i can cancel them as long as not within 48hrs lol..
Sunday, January 14, 2007
1/14/2007 03:23:00 AM
i dunno why.. it's 3.23am. i'm still awake. and i'm feeling down..
wishing for some frens to talk to... but 3am+... everyone is already sleeping...
i had a run followed by a 12-storey climb that left me super exhausted and thus i slept early, resulting in me being awake now..
recently squadron alot things happen.. and i starting to piss off more & more officers... it seems that i've lost the passion for work as before... been there for over 1yr3mths.. getting bored of everything..
dunno who's reading this blog.. i dun care either.. i'm not revealing any classified information at all.
sometimes... i feel like i'm trying to do my best in the squadron.. but sometimes there just seems so many things to cope with.. i always have to do this & that... maybe it's the pressure.. i dunno..
Everything bad just poured back into my mind on this very morning. my mood is at all a time low.. i'm at a loss.. once again my path is clouded..
Everything has been wrong right from the very start.. from my being born to everything in my life... it is all a mistake... i'm just a burden to society... never contributed anything at all back to society.... i'm really useless....
everything has been wrong....
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
1/09/2007 01:45:00 AM
it's.... 1.45am... super tired....
my hair just dried.. so sian.. just finished work not long ago..
well, nothing much good happened eversince new year.. everyday got problems at work.. damn stress everytime.. but this week seems to be starting off well. Problems yes, but not my fault 1 haha.. is all the other officers problem...
Anyway, went for driving on sat (by luck see have slot then booked), found out that my instructors split group le... now my fave instructor got his own group! and i am not in it.. so i decided! I'll fix group him! haha... at the cost of $5.25 extra every lesson, i also want him to teach! he's a damn good instructor...
After my driving lesson, went to jp.. bought some stuff.. Spent bout 12+ bucks... 1 karabinger, 1 pouch & 2 badges... as it's getting late. i'll not post any pics of them. go sleep~ dad scold ~_~! byeee~~ nitez.. err... morningz!
Monday, January 01, 2007
1/01/2007 11:22:00 PM
ahh.... today slept whole day sia... shiokz...
I've decided. i will postpone my tp test date to a later date (15 May 2007) due to me unable to meet the requirements for taking the tp test.
I'm now still @ Stage 2.80 which is.... rather far from the required target...
3 subjects more need to complete stage 2..
followed by 1 driving simulator lesson..
11 subjects in stage 3.. (the hard part.. reversing & parking & S-course)
2 Auto Car lessons..
3 subjects for stage 4..
and lastly stage5.. the assessment..
all this (over 20 subjects) to be done in 2mths is really too tight... i have to finish all by 1 Mar, as the system will automatically cancel the test booking if you do not meet the requirements by 14days before your test date...
seeing my schdule and the number of booking i have.. i'll say it's very very tight.. Even IF i do make it just nice for test date, i would just be planning to fail.. cos i dun have the very good basic knowledge.. i'll just be rushing through my subjects without actually learning much...
bleahs... best i move my test date back la.... keke... looking very much forward to my auto car lessons!!! super easy to drive!!
It's the end of 2006 & the start of 2007!
hahaz! shiok la... 2007 lai le~
went to officer wedding but never took any pics.. had to leave early bcos i was running late for the countdown with my frens... reached there bout 10... but the place was so #^%@! packed that i couldn't move quite far... crap sia... so damn squeezy~
finally found an underpass which could lead me to them fast.... then we all waited.. there was fireworks @ 10pm, 10.30pm, 11pm & 11.30pm.. just a little to tempt u nia... basket... then as we were under shelter at the one fullerton there... then cannot see as those were fireworks on the rooftop of the nearby buildings....
finally at 12! fireworks! i prepared 1gb+ memory just to take the fireworks... not bad this yr... but i tink i accidentally switched on my night mode... so the video keep trying to focus.. and slightly ruined the video... sigh... it's ok.. new year mayb have again hahaz....
after that... walked quite far to near lau pa sat the area to take desmond's car.. then went west coast.. relax abit.. crap sia.. renovation cant see the sea... kam pua sian..... des brought lightsticks... and we were abit bored.... so.......
Ok... all lightsticks line up hor!!
ok... GLOW!
Aren't they nice?
!!!!!!!!!
I assure you.. these lightsticks aren't evil.. they just wanna imitate a star...
Slant shot! so nice!!
oh oh.. gonna topple le....
Doh liao!! End game!!
haha.. after that we went boonlay market but most shops were closed.. so we went to taman jurong mac to chill out instead.. keke... until 4+ 5+ then we went to chin lim house slack till 6.45am where we went to take the bus home. not a bad nite.. lol... i go sleep le.. zz..
